One Hostile Mama

I’ve been plotting a post about the start of a New Year, and the inspiration it seems to provoke to make pledges and promises to ourselves – but life keeps getting in the way of it. I’ve been preoccupied with trying to get back to work, acutely aware of the need to fill January with juicy commissions, and with preparing the boys for going back to school. All of which seems to leave little time for blogging or finishing the many emails I seem to have started writing to friends, only to leave abandoned when tiredness finally forces me to bed. As I write this, the iron is hissing at me from the corner of the kitchen and I’m wondering why I always start one task before finishing another…


Today what’s uppermost in my mind is tone of voice, and how the majority of my interactions with my sons seem to be confrontational, verging on hostile. It’s not what I want for us, and I know it’s hardly an effective parenting strategy, but it seems to be just what happens when every single request I make is met with an objection, a complaint, or what the protestor deems is a much better idea that whatever I happen to have proposed.

How do you manage an almost constant battle of wills with good humour? How do you raise compliant children without brow-beating them into obedience?

We watched Hugo at the cinema this week, and this evening the boys watched some of a Harry Potter film. Both films left me squirming in my seat with discomfort because the characters I most identified with are the ones my boys would call the baddies – the mean-spirited, bad-tempered ogres who seem to dislike children just for being children. I wonder what goes through my lads’ heads when they watch those films – do the recognise patterns of behaviour between the baddies and their mother, God forbid?

When every tiny detail of your day feels like a highly-pressured negotiation, and your kids just persistently press buttons and point-blank refuse to do the things you ask them to, how do you keep your tone of voice playful and your expression warm?

I’ve been explaining away these difficult days by saying that the boys are just bored at home – endless rain has not helped – and that they’re ready to get back to the school routine. But I can’t help feeling a smidge of sadness as I say that – I want them to have had such a wonderful Christmas holiday that they beg to stay at home.

Am I deluded? Is everyone else just counting down the hours till the school run?


6 thoughts on “One Hostile Mama

  1. David says:

    Oh no – I was right there with you! In fact, I wrote about it as well. Hope you came through OK and life is moving forward again with schools back in session. D

  2. My tone of voice to my children appalls me, even when they’re doing nothing wrong, just interrupting the vital business of Twitter/blogging/the Boden catalogue. And my favourite character in Harry Potter is Snape. So, don’t worry. Everyone’s nice to their kids in public, but behind closed doors many of us are old bags!

  3. Goodness – I could have written this post…in that it exactly reflects how I feel as the moment….’please just do what I ask you to do’ is my most over used phrase at the moment.

  4. Feisty Mama says:

    Thank you for these comments, guys. Can’t say how much I appreciate them!

  5. katy says:

    Me too,i do the same but sometimes feel my 8 year old daughter distancing herself from me as i did with my mum,dont want to create a repeat performance of that!She needs me still,I’ve decided that im the adult and she only gonna learn from my example,,so change i must,,some time ago i bought a book that i only had the will and time to pick up the 10 mins before nodding off at night,,that was enough,its completely changed our world and the results were visible very quickly,,,,behavior breeds behavior,,if im grumpy and unreasonable what on earth can i expect in return!? The title of this book is ‘How to talk so kids listen and listen so kids talk” by Adele Faber and Elain Mazlish,i would highly recommend it as have many other parents,Good luck with everything

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: